I want to find you so bad it hurts.
My different misgivings make me believe you’re lost.
Joy is something I’m a mile from. I wish someday it will be something I can rely on.
Fear has driven deep into my abode. Centering its claws into my darkened heart.
I chase purity, trying to grip its slippery hands but I find myself eternity away from its saving arms.
I wish a thousand times a day hoping that love would come my way. Waited for over a decade and still…wait, I shall.
I want love, I want joy. I want it all. I want so many things but need so little.
I’ll take back my vain needs but please give me this.
A normal life is what I crave for. I want to live like you formed me to.
Take back my scars and please mend my heart.
I want nothing more than Love to make us unite.