Part One

When people stopped me to ask if I was okay

I’d smile and say that everything was alright

While passing by I’d feel the tear fall from my eyes

As the lie felt like a knife digging straight into my heart.

 

I used to be that girl who claimed to be ‘A Ok’

Even when my reason for living was without meaning.

 

I was the underdog

The lost cause

The one you would hate passionately.

The loser of the troop

The girl with no use.

 

I abused the life in me

Sucked it out with the power of drugs, sex and insolence

 

What did I care?

I thought I was useless

Everything I touched seemed to me as, pointless.

 

And finally with those extra pills

I was a step away from release

 

But a voice called me

I don’t know who He is

But he knew my name

 

I felt such love

I felt such compassion

The next thing I knew…

I was on a hospital bed

 

I fought for my life

The same one I hated

Because I was so desperate to know that Voice

 

It was exception

It was supernatural

It was my only source of hope

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PART TWO

So you see

This is me

The girl everyone wants to be.

 

They don’t know

How it’s been

How I came from the pit to my peak.

 

Now my feet

Is like a rock

Nothing will bring me down.

 

Cos in my past

I’ve taken all the blows

A blow worth a lifetime alone

 

All my crisis

All my failures

All have contributed to who I am.

 

I’m a star

I’m a survivor

A winner of this race of life

 

Now I can boldly say

That everything is ‘A Okay’

With no tear falling from my eyes.

 

I am a winner

I am a believer

In this race

This race, called life.

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